Jan 16 2014
Consciousness ~Going Into the Kiva
A couple days ago I was chosen from the caller que to ask my question in an online interview on YouWealthRevolution.com. Darius was interviewing Jarrad Hewett. I had just spent 2 months engaging with Jarrad’s work. I asked if he could tune into my dog, Remington, to bring me clarity about some struggles we were having.
A part of Jarrad’s response that left me stumped was “There are places you’ve committed to wholeness but are really hanging on to a limitation perceived through enlightenment” (an opportunity for “more of me to open up to more of me” that I am not taking). Wow! Given that I am addicted to expanding more, opening up to more, bringing in more, seeking more, trying to understand more, etc., I was completely mystified but on the same hand I knew there was Wisdom afoot.
This morning I had coffee. Shortly thereafter I became very aware of exacerbated inflammation. It was nasty (left side, neck pain/twang & numb hand/arm). This has been going on for some time. I have engaged in numerous tactics to get to resolve it. I began to query using muscle testing for “Yes” or “No” answers. When I do this I open my mind and allow whatever questions present to come forward.
This inflammation is:
- Coffee related? No
- Anger related? Yes
- At self? No
- At Mother Yes
- Birth Mother? Yes
- Adopted Mother? Yes
- Divine Mother? Yes – Wow, Where did that come from? That’s a new one! What could I possible be angry at the Divine Mother about?
- Is “Julie” representing The Divine Mother (a friend that owes me money)? No
- Is it about not being able to step fully into 5d yet? Yes. The “Age of Aquarius” we have entered into is all about the Divine Feminine Principle, as is 5d (5th Dimensional Reality).
- My inability to step fully into 5d; is that because I keep engaging in the masculine? Yes (do, direct, battle, control, contrive)
- Because I have felt let down by, abandoned by The Divine Feminine Principle in the past? Yes
- Part of the reason I became an Amazon Priestess? Yes (that was a new one too)
- A form of rejecting the passive nature of The Divine Feminine? Yes
- I felt I could bring The Divine Feminine into full Power this way? Yes
- That was a form of committing to wholeness but really hanging on to a limitation perceived through enlightenment”? Yes
- The limitation was “rejecting the Essence of The Divine Feminine”? Yes
- I open my Heart to receive the Divine Feminine Principle in it’s most Powerful form now. Yes
- This is what the “repeatedly scalding my left hand with hot liquids” was all about? Yes
- This is “the imbalance in the home” to which Jarrad referred, that Remington was mirroring? Yes
- There is more imbalance? Yes
- Remington is On-Board now, choosing to step fully into 5d with me? Yes
- The imbalance is mine? Yes
- It’s about pushing the river regarding my Consciousness Evolution Yes,
- More? No
- Accept that I am exactly where I am supposed to be? Yes
- Need to be? Yes
- All will be revealed without effort on my part? Yes
- The block to receiving my prosperity was my anger at The Divine Feminine? Yes
- With this clarity the anger and the block are both resolved now? Yes
The actual “event” that resulted in my being angry with “The Divine Mother/The Divine Feminine” was a past life experience. It was a perceived betrayal which resulted in losing trust in The Divine and in myself. I’ve dragged this pattern into numerous incarnations since. It was manifesting in this lifetime, regarding my Consciousness Evolution, by my constantly “pushing the river”: never enough, always on the quest, always needing to be doing something to gain more mastery, heal my wounds, shed another layer of baggage, acquire more knowledge, somehow “get on top of my own game”, etc. Not trusting resulted in my attempting to claim a sense of control by doing. These times no longer reward “trying to win the rat race”. My personal situation merely illustrates the pattern of the greater Whole.
We get where we want to be by becoming the frequency of that which we desire. That is what “feeling the feelings of what we want to do, be or have” is all about. Allowing ourselves to imagine and “feel what it would be like” and revisiting that frequently, will anchor that frequency into physical reality.This is The True Essence of Bringing Heaven to Earth (which is what 5d is all about). Allowing yourself to feel the feelings of having the things or experiences you desire, brings you into vibrational alignment with having that which you desire. That activates The Law of Attraction. Allowing, Feeling, and Attracting are powerful aspects of The Divine Feminine. It’s no wonder I have spent the first 15 days of 2014 sick and in bed unable to “do” much of anything. My Soul was ensuring that I finally “got”/received, allowing.
Breakthroughs can be gentle and expansive (Divinely Feminine!). I encourage you to play with this method of inquiry to see if it works for you. For a demonstration of how I “muscle tested” the above to go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USJHqxxIC7Y This is just one way of doing it. For a more in-depth explanation and variations do a www.youtube.com search How to Muscle Test Yourself.
http://jarradhewett.com, http://youwealthrevolution.com, http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Jan 28 2014
Ascension ~ Sirius Love
This experience led me to ponder:
Once while lying on a dock in northern MN with two other people, we watched a number of satellites come in one-by-one from different directions. And all disappeared at the same place in the night sky.
While living in Colorado, there was a particular star I had noticed over the years that was bright and pulsating and colorful. The first time it really got my attention was when I was living alone in a fairly remote location. I was in my kitchen, in the dark, when I spotted it. It was so bright and active I thought it might be “The Mothership” coming to take me Home! That was not on my “To-Do List” of life experiences at that time! I wanted to turn on a light to find my binoculars. In my anxiety, I turned on the wrong switch. I flipped it off and flipped another wrong switch. By the time I was turning on the third light I remembered the story of the alien abduction in rural Maine at the Allagash Waterway. Four guys on a fishing trip went out in their boat at night and sighted a UFO. One of the men grabbed a flashlight and began signaling it. The next thing they knew, they were floating back to shore and their bonfire had completely burned down, which only “moments” before had been blazing. In the days and weeks that followed they all shared similar nightmares of being taken aboard the UFO. At the thought of this I was nearly beside myself with fear, “Oh my God! They are going to think I’m signaling them!” To the best of my knowledge, I went to bed and that sparkling star just continued its slow progression across the sky.
Another time I had company. My seventy year old friend and I were out on the deck. I pointed out the star and shared my story. She thought the star was as wild as I did. It inspired me to try to photograph it. When we looked at the pictures later, it appeared the that star jumped all around the field of observation. We were convinced it was a UFO, but again it just continued across the sky like a star. (I later discovered that this “jumping around” illusion is from moving the camera while shooting.)
The other night this same star was so bright, and so colorful, and was pulsing so big, it almost felt like it was trying to communicate with me. I just had to try to photograph it again to see if I could capture the psychedelic colors I was seeing. I shot over 200 photos. The outcome was over 200 tiny pinpoints of light, each in a field of black. Undaunted I zoomed in as big as I could make them. When enlarged I could see wild shapes and shifting color patterns. Some were reminiscent of molecular biophysics models. Others looked remarkably like hearts. The photo above stopped me in my tracks.
I have a Star Walk app on my phone that enables you to identify stars and constellations. This star, is Sirius. I don’t know about you but I do not think the images of Sirius as hearts were flukes. I Know Star Beings are sending us Love. After all, this is the Age of Aquarius and Love fills the skies…I’m serious.
By Maureen • Uncategorized 0 • Tags: Age of Aquarius, Astronomy, guidance, Hearts, Love, meditation, Photography, Sirius, Spiritual Evolution, Star Beings, Stars, UFO's